Mujh pe hairat ka aik pahar toota.

  SUNEHRI MOQAY

 

Agli subhah Yusuf nashtay kay baad meray room mein adhamka.

Wo mujh se kal ka ahwaal poochna chah raha tha. Main ne sarsari tor se usay bataya. Us ne sab kuch baray ghor se suna aur phir aik gehri saans bhar kay meray bistar pe dher hogaya.

“Shukar hay… mujhay tou lag raha tha tum bhi us manhoos sister Katherine ki khuraak ban jao gey.”

Us ne hanstay huay kaha

“Kyun? Itna ghaamar samjha tha mujhay?”

Main ne ayeenay main apnay uriyaan seenay ko dekhtay huay kaha. Mujhay lag raha tha kay jesay main aik raat mein buht bara ho gaya hoon. Khud ko main aaj pehlay se ziada taqatwar mehsoos kar raha tha. Aik alag khud aitimaadi agayee thi meri tabiyat mein. Ye Akasha ka koi karishma tha ya phir main balooghat ko puhnch chuka tha.

“Ab tum baligh ho. Wo buht jald tum se nata jor le gee.”

Yusuf ne mujhay ayeenay kay samnay akarta dekhtay huay kaha.

“Tumhara matlab hay …?” Main ne chonktay huay uski taraf dekhtay huay maani khez andaaz mein kaha.

“Haan... tumhain Akasha ki qurbat haasil hojayegi Shani!”

Wo aik lamhay ko ruka.

“Lekin is se pehlay kisi ko qurbani deni paray gee. Tum ko pehlay daghdar karna hoga. Haan, bilkul! Tumhain daghdar hona parega!”

Yusuf boltay boltay achanak seher zada sa ho kar baat dohranay laga.

“Yusuf! Kia bakk rahay ho? Kesi qurbani? Kaisa daagh???” Main ne uska shana pakar kay jhijhora

Wo yakayak hosh mein aya aur mujhay dekhnay laga.

“Mujhay jana chahiyay. Main is se agay kuch keh nahi sakta…”

Us ne hasb e mamool paheeliyan bhujayeen aur jaldi jaldi karta meray room se chala gaya. Ajeeb pagal larka tha. Har martaba kuch nayee hank kar meray liye sawalon ka janjaal chor jata. Isi jhunjhulahat mein meri nazar table pe pari kitabon pe pari. Mujhay yaad aya kay mujhay miss Naheed se aur kitabain leni theen. Main tayyar hua aur staff rooms ki janib chal dia. Dopehr kay 2 bajj rahay thay. Miss Naheed kay room mein knock kar kay andar gaya tou wo Nimra kay sath bethi lunch kar rahi theen. Mujhay dekhtay wo dono uthay aur mera istaqbal kia. Main ne un se mazrat ki kay khana khatam karnay kay baad ajaonga tou wo dono uth kharay huay.

“Bus hum ne lunch khatam he kara tha kay tum agaye.” Miss Naheed ne plates side pe rakhtay huay kaha aur mujhay bethnay ka ishara kia.

Nimra ne haath saaf kar kay mujh se musahfa kia aur mera ahwaal poocha.

“Main theek hoon. Tum kesi ho? School kesa chal raha hay tumhara?”

Main ne us se poocha

“Ajkal exams ho hain na … jaldi chutti hojati hay. Tou bus mama kay paas ajati hoon. Aur un kay sath wapis ghar.” Us ne usi masoomiyat bhari smile kay sath mujhay bataya.

“Tou kia karti ho idhar jab mama nahi hoteen?” Main ne tajassus se poocha.

“Sister Katherine kay paas rehti hoon.” Us ne hans kar jawab dia

Mujhay us makrooh surat sister Katherine aur is masoom, pyari see larki ko aik sath tasawwur kar kay he jhurjhuri see agayee.

“Acha? Kia karti ho un kay sath?” Main ne phir poocha.

“Wo mujhay buht sari stories sunati hain. Phir chocolate bhi deti hain. She is so sweet!” Wo lehlahatay huay boli

Sweet? Uska dimagh tou sahi tha? Kon apnay hosh o hawas mein sister Katherine jesi khofnak bala ko sweet keh sakta tha?

Itni der mein miss Naheed ne bartan samait kar wapas rakh diye aur humari taraf mutuwajja huin. Unhon ne Nimra ko mukhatib kia

“Chalo Nimra aap sister Katherine kay paas jao. Mujhay Shani ko kitabain batani hain.”

Nimra uthi aur mujh se haath mila kar bahar janay lagi. Main aik baar phir uski lachakti, patli see kamar ko dekhta raha aur meray lund mein halchal see hui. Itnay mein miss Naheed kay khankharnay ki awaz ayee. Aur main Nimra ki kamar se nikal kar miss Naheed ki taraf ghoom gaya. Unhon ne mujhay nayee kitabain nikaal kay dena shuru keen. Wo har kitab kay baray mein aik do jumlay bhi bolti jaateen. Main nay aik do kitabain un se lenay kay baad note kia kay miss Naheed ki qameez ka ooperi button khulay huay thay. Meray andar aik khurak see uthi. Main kitabain leta, un ki baat sunta, aur is doran apni nigahain un kay khulay huay galay pe markooz rakhta. Main ne ghor se miss Naheed ko dekha. Kuch 30 se ooper ki umr hogi unki. Achi shakal o surat ki maalik theen. Kuch gosht charha hua tha unhain, lekin moti na theen. Main un kay galay se jhaanktay unkay sanwlay seenay ka deedar kar raha tha. Mujhay apni zaban pe sister Sarah kay nipples ka zaiqa feel hua. Mera jee chaha kay daboch kay miss Naheed ko pakar loon, aur shayad aisa he hota… agar wo mujhay mukhatib na kar leti.

“Kuch dhiyaan bata hua hay tumhara Shani…”

Unhon ne apni ainak neechi kartay huay aik smile dee

Main kuch ghabraya aur awl fol kehnay laga.

“Kuch nahi. Wo kitabain, kitabain dekh raha…”

Miss Naheed ne aik dam apna haath barha kar apni ungli meray labon pe rakhtay huay mujhay khamoosh rehnay ka ishara kia.

“Shahnawaz, aap jantay nahi kay aap hum sab kay liye kitnay important ho. Apki parhai, mera zimma hay. Aur is mein apki main jitni bhi, jesi bhi help kar sakoon, karoon gee.” Miss Naheed ne mujhay chamkartay huay kaha aur meray baalon mein haath pherna shuru kar diya.

Meray andar phir se khurak uthi aur meri nigahain un kay khulay galay se jhanktay ubharon pe ja chipki. Main buht bebaak ho gaya tha.

Miss Naheed ne mera chehra thapthapaya aur apni chair se uth kar darwazay ki janib barhi. Darwaza lock kar kay wo meri kursi kay paas agayeen aur thori sarak kay table pe baith gayeen. Unki bari gand table pe adjust hotay dekh kar mera lund aik baar phir pharpharaya. Miss Naheed mujhay aik maani khez see smile detay huay, qameez kay baqiya buttons kholnay lagi.

“Aap ka dhiyaan idhar he tha na Shani? Tell me?” Unhon ne hont kaat-tay huay mujh se poocha

 “Yes madam.”

Main ne thartharatay honton se kaha.

Button khulnay kay baad un ka oopri seena ab bilkul wazeh tha. Mujhay khuli dawat detay huay, un kay seenay kay ubhaar… un ki sanson kay sath ooper neechay horahay thay. Miss Naheed meray gaalon pe haath phernay lageen.

“Come here Shani... Jo sabaq aap sister Sarah se parh rahay ho, kuch mujh se bhee parh lo…”

Itna keh kar unhon ne mera mu pakar kay apnay seenay kay sath laga diya. Main foran kursi chor kay khara hua aur un kay nangay seenay pe apna mu marnay laga. Miss Naheed ne aik haath se apni shirt khench kar apnay kandhon se neechay karni shuru ki. Un ki safed rang ki bra unkay mummay qaid kiye meray samnay thi. Miss Naheed ne hath peechay kar kay apna bra khol kay dheela kia. Main ne un ki madad kee… aur jesay he qameez aur bra neechay huay tou unkay mummay bahar ubal paray.

Miss Naheed kay boobs thoray baray aur soft thay jin pe brown color kay sakht hotay nipples tanay thay. Sister Sarah kay ubharon se inka koi muqabla na tha. Main ne jhat se unkay nipples mu mein bharna shuru kiye. Main aik nipple zor zor se choose raha tha aur doosray ko haath se bari bedardi se masal raha tha. Sister Sarah kay bar aks, in mein se koi rus nikak kay meray mu mein nhi ghul raha tha. Miss Naheed meri gardan kay peechay haath rakhay mujhay apnay seenay pe daba rahi thi aur mazay main najanay kia kia bolay ja rahi thi.

“Hum ne bari mehnut se tumhain dhoonda hay Shani…”

Miss Naheed ne nasheeli awaz mein kaha. Main ne is doran unka doosra mumma apnay mu mein bhar lia.

“Ooooi…”

Miss Naheed ki siskari nikli. Unka nipple meray daanton kay beech tha.

“Buht bari qurbani de rahi hoon tumharay liye Shani… buht bari…”

Main ne unki baton ko ignore kartay huay unka nipple aur zor se kaatnay laga. Shayad main mazay mein dooba, abhi bhi ghair iradi tor pe sister Sarah kay mummon wala rus talash kar raha tha. Miss Naheed ne apna doosra haath neechay lejakar mera lund tatola.

“Bara ho gaya hay ye tou…” Miss Naheed nay thartharatay huay kaha.

“Lagta hay sister Sarah ne bari mehnat ki hay…”

Itna keh kar us ne mujhay jhat se apnay mummon se alehda kia aur khud table se neechay utar kay meray ghutno mein baith gayee. Mujhay thora ghussa aya kay acha khasa maza kharab kar diya. Lekin doosray he samay wo betabi se meri uniform ki pant kholnay lagi. Main ne underwear nahi pehna tha. Meri pant utartay he meray lund sunsunata bahar agaya. Miss Naheed ki ankhon mein wohi chamak ayee aur unhon ne poora mu khol kar mera adha-khara lund apnay mu mein le lia.Us ne apnay dono hath meray nangay chootron pe rakhay aur mera nichla jism apnay mu pe dabanay lagi. Aisa lag raha tha jesay sadiyon ki bhooki ho. Uski zaban meri lund ki topi kay wari sadqay huay ja rahi thi. Ye meri ab tak ki zindagi ka doosra choopa tha, lekin miss Naheed jis bhookay pyasay andaz se mera lund mu mein le rahi thi, mujhay ye choopa umr bhar yaad rehna tha. Miss Naheed ne meray pooray lund ko apnay mu mein qaid kia hua tha aur us kay under unki zaban ab meray lund kay ird gird ghoom rahi thi. Mera lund tezi se sakht horaha tha. Thook ki aik lakeer un kay mu se nikalti neechay farsh pe ja giri. Main ne apnay hath un kay sar pe rakhtay huay unkay baal apni muthiyon se zor se bheenchay tou unko dard hua aur unka mu mazeed khul gaya. Main ne apna akarta lund thora bahar khench kar aik jhatkay se unkay mu mein dobara utar diya.

“GHGGHHHHHHOOOUUUGHHHH…” ki aik dabi hui awaz uskay mu se nikli aur us ne meray chootaron pe apnay nakhun zor se gaar diyay. Main apna lund uskay halaq tak utaar chukka tha. Mujhay us pe yoon zulm karna buht acha lag raha tha. Aur isi mazay se mera lund loha hota gaya. Main ne aik kay baad aik, zordar dhakkay lagatay huay uska mu bedardi se chodna shuru kiya. Uski naak meray pait mein khub jaati. Mera bus nahi chal raha tha kay uski khopri chod chod kay uskay jism se alehda kardoon! Mujhay khud bhi apnay is junooni andaaz pe thori hairat hui lekin  foran he josh, hairat pe haavi hogaya. Uskay mu se raal tapak rahi thi aur halaq se ghuti hui awazain nikal rahi theen. Thori der aisay he wehshi bartao kay baad mujhay apnay chootaron pe uski ungliyon ki grift kamzor hoti mehsoos hui. Miss Naheed neem jaan see ho rahi theen. Agar mein apnay hath unkay sar se hata leta tou wo yaqeenan kisi taraf dhalak kay gir jati. Meray lund kay gird unkay honton ki girft bhi dheeli par gayee. Main ne kuch minute aisay he un kay bejaan se mu ko apnay lund se thonka aur phir apna lun unkay mu se nikaal kar unkay baalon ko zor se kheencha tou wo halki see “Aah..” he kar sakeen. Meray chortay he wo jhatka kha kar aik dam se sambhleen. Aur un kay jism mein jaan agayee. Unhon ne meri taraf ankhain utha kay dekha aur phir aik saans le kar ankhain band kar leen. Unka jism ghunoodgi see halat mein farsh pe lehra gaya. Main is waqt najanay kis seher mein tha. Meray andar lavay jesay jazbaat ubal rahay thay. Mujhay apnay saath hui har na insaafi aur har zulm aik saath yaad anay lagay. Shehwat aur intiqaam ka mila jula aik jazba jesay mujhay andar se dehka raha tha… aur main is jazbay kay mukammal tor se zer e asar tha. 

Main samnay pari haanpti miss Naheed pe jhuk gaya. Unki qameez pait tak neechi hui thi aur aik side se hati hui bhi. Mujhay us side se unki gaand ka ubhaar nazar aya. Main ne haath barha kar apni ungliyan unki elastic ki shalwar mein ghusaeen aur usko neechay khenchnay laga. Miss Naheed badastoor saansain liye ja rahi theen aur mujhay roknay ka koi amal nahi kar rahi theen. Main ne uski shalwaar utaar kar uski nangi aur sadol pindliyaan apnay haathon mein leen aur unkay jism ko apni jaanib khencha. Wo farash pe ghisat-tay meri janib aa gayeen. Main ne unko palat kay aondha kia aur apnay haath unki gol aur bari gaand pe gaar diye. Mera dil chah raha tha kay unki gaand kay soft ubharon ko noch daaloon. Main ne 2 / 3 baar unko zor zor se bheencha aur phir unki gaand phela dee.  Unki baalon se paak phooli hui choot aur halki sanwli rangat ka chota gand ka soorakh meray samnay tha. Main thori der sirf dekhta he raha. Ye pehli baar tha kay jab main kisi aurat ki choot aur gaand ko itnay qareeb se dekh raha tha. Unki choot unki umr se kaheen choti lag rahi thi. Meray mu mein jesay paani bhar aya aur mein ne apnay hont unki choot kay labon se laga diye. Ye shayad qudrati radd e amal tha ya phir main waqai badal gaya tha. Lag raha tha jesay mujhay sab ata hay, main ye sab kar chukka hoon. Main apnay hathon se unki gaand ko aur khola aur apna mu unki choot kay dahanon pe mazeed daba diya. Aik dam se neem jaan miss Naheed kay jism mein jumbish hui aur unki suroor bhari aahain buland honay lageen. Unki awazon se mujhay aur josh anay laga. Aur mein unki choot apnay mu mein lekar us pe zaban maarnay laga. Miss Naheed ne ahista se apni taangon ko mora kar apnay ghutnay farsh pe rakh liye. Unki gaand hawa mein thi aur mera mu unki choot pe. Meri zaban unki choot kay danay pe aik rhythm kay saath chal rahi thi. Miss Naheed ki awazain aur tez honay lagee aur wo apni gaand meri zubaan kay rhythm kay saath hilanay lageen. Unka aik haath peechay hota hua meray sar pe achuka tha. Main isi tarha ye sweet dish enjoy karta raha aur phir meri aik ungli unki gand kay soorakh pe chali gayee. Mujhay apni ungli unki gand ki lakeer aur soorakh pe pherna bara acha lag raha tha. Kuch minute unkay soorakh se cher chaar kartay huay mera mu be ikhtiaar unki choot se hatt kar gaand pe chala gaya. Main ne apni zaban ki nok unki gaand kay soorakh pe maarna shuru ki. Miss Naheed mazay se thar tharanay lagee aur unkay paaon khud he farsh se uthnay lagay. Zaban kin ok martay martay main ne aakhir apnay hont unki gand kay soorakh pe rakh diye aur aik zor ki pappi le. Miss Naheed ki body mein zalzala agaya. Main aisay he unka soorakh geela karta raha aur phir meri aik ungli ne khud he apna rasta wahan dhoondh liya. Miss Naheed ki aik halki see cheekh ubhri aur meri ungli unki gand mein chali gayee. Mujhay gand ki garmahat aur narmi apni ungli kay gird buht  achi lagi. Main ne thora sa ungli pe thooka aur usay ahista ahosta unki gaand mein agay peechay karnay laga. Mera mu aik dafa phir unki choot pe agaya aur meri zaban unkay danay pe. Miss Naheed ki shadeed suroor mein doobi awazain anay lageen.

“Tum jaanwar ho… oooohhh… tum buht zulm karo ge us pe… lekin tum se bari jaanwar tou wo sister Katherine hay… aaahhhh…” Najanay kia kia ulti seedhi batain us ki suroor bhari aahon kay saath gudd mudd ho rahi theen.

Mera lund aik dam se buht sakht ho gaya. Mujhay samajh nahi araha thay kay kiya karoon tou main ne apni ungli unki gand se nikali aur apna lund unki gaand pe ragarnay laga. Mujhay pata tha kay agay mujhay kia karna hay… aur abhi main ye karnay he wala tha kay miss Naheed aik dam se apni gardan peechay ghumatay huay boleen

“Nahi! Abhi nahi! Abhi tum aisa nahi kar saktay… Pehla haq mera he hay. Lekin aaj ki raat guzarnay do…”

Miss Naheed ne ajeeb see paheliyon wali baat kartay huay mujhay toka. Aur main foran ruk gaya. Mera sara junoon aik dam se sard par gaya. Main peechay hokar khara ho gaya. Dimagh sayen sayen kar raha tha. Aik dam se kuch hosh sa agaya. Samnay farsh pe jhuki miss Naheed uthnay kee koshish kar rahi theen. Main ne apna haath barha kar unko uthaya tou wo muskurati hui khari ho gayeen. Wo neechay se poori nangi thee aur ooper se pait tak unki qameez neechay khinchi hui thi. Main ne apni pant ooper kar kay khud ko set kar raha tha kay miss Naheed meray pas ayeen aur mujhay apnay senay se chimta liya. Wo mujhay bheechay jaati aur kehti jaati.

“Agar aik tumharay liye qurban ho jaye tou doosra tum he ne mujhay dena hay. Mujhay andekhi duniya mein bhej do Shani! Kia tum aisa karo gey? Waada karo?!” Wo ajeeb girgirati awaz mein bol rahi thee. Mujhay nahi maloom tha kay wo kis cheez ka wada lena chahti thi, aur… ye andekhi duniya kia bala hay?? Lekin mujhay uska girgirana acha na laga aur main ne sirf asbaat mein sar hila dia. Uski ankhon mein aansoo aye aur wo meray hont choom kar apnay kapray pehnnay lagi. Main ne kitabain uthayeen aur miss Naheed kay office se niakl gaya.

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Miss Naheed kay paas se wapas akar main ne baqi sara waqt un ki dee hui kitabain parhta raha. Har subject ki kitab thi. Science, general knowledge, jughrafia, riyaazi, aur main har kitab ko jesay chatay jar aha tha. Kuch log zehni tanao ki surat mein meetha khatay hain, kuch cigarette peetay hain… main kitabain parhta hoon. Ajeeb adat hay, lekin meri kahani is se ziada ajeeb hay...

Mera dimagh goya pichlay kuch dino mein barh gaya tha. Mujhay sab kuch seekhna tha. Aik lagan see meray andar bedaar hogayee thi. Buht arsay baad Adeel chacha aur Huma chachi pe buht ghussa araha tha. Wo ghussa jo main apnay andar dafan kiye betha tha. Akasha ne jesay meray andar chupa aik sach nikaal kay meray samnay rakh diya tha. Mujhay khud pe hairat thi kay itnay arsay mein pehlay ye khayal mujhay kyun na aya? Shayad ye intiqaam ka jazba tha, jis ne meray andar kee qaid se mujhay nijaat dilayee thi. Aaj miss Naheed kay room mein honay walay waqiay ne mujh mein mazeed confidence ya khud aitimaadi jaga dee thi. Ye warzishon ki baqaidagi thi ya phir Akasha ka koi karishma kay mera jism kisi 16 saal kay larkay jesa tawana lagnay laga tha. Wesay tou meri qadd barhnay ki umr thi lekin phir bhi meri qad kaath kafi tezi se nikal rahi thi. Magar meri zahiri jism mein jo cheez sab se ziada change ho gai thi, wo mera lund tha. Kuch hafton pehlay meray liye ye choti see lulli, pishaab karnay ki sukri hui naali se ziada kuch na thi… lekin ab, mujhay isko sambhalna mushkil hota tha. Kabhi miss Naheed ka dupatta gira, tou ye khara; kabhi PT wali miss Anaya warzish kartay jhukeen, tou ye khara; ya phir kabhi Nimra ki peechay se lachakti patli kamar aur ubharti waza qata meri nazron kay samnay ayee, tou ye khara…  gharz mera dimagh har waqt, meray barhtay huay jinsi hejaan ko manage karta rehta. Shayad iska taaluq meri zehni balooghat se bhi tha. Mujhay josh anay mein waqt nahi lagta tha.

Lekin filhaal mujh se apna ghussa manage nahi ho raha tha. Dil chah raha tha kay kisi tarah khud ko kheench kar bara kar loon aur apna haq Adeel chacha se cheen loon. Intiqaam loon.

In he sochon kay beech kho kho chalti rahi aur mujhay pata bhi na chala kab shaam dhal gayee. Pata tab chala jab darwazay pe knock hui aur Yusuf mera khana lekar andar aya. Main thora surprise hua.

“Aaj tum kyun khana laye ho? Kia baqi sab log marr gaye?” Mera mazaq bhi ajeeb sa hota ja raha tha.

“Tum ‘buht shukriya’ keh kar bhi mujhay jawab de saktay thay…” Yusuf ne mu banatay huay khana mez pe rakha aur desk pe charh kay beth gaya.

Mujhay aik dam se buht sari bhook lagi. Main hath mu dho kay khana khanay laga tou Yusuf ne ulti seedhi hanknay kay baad aik baat poochi.

“Tumhain miss Naheed ne aaj kitabon kay sath koi khaas cheez dee thi?”

Agar khaas cheez se murad uska matlab miss Naheed ka choopa tha tou wo beshak, kafi khaas tha, lekin mujhay yaqeen tha kay wo meri sex life mein itna interested nahi tha. Main ne apnay bed pe ishara kartay huay kaha

“Pata nahi. Jo kitabain bistar pe pari hain, bus yahi dee thi mujhay.”

Yusuf desk se kood kar kitabon mein ghuss gaya.

“Kia talash kar rahay ho? Apni qismat?”

Main khana khatam kartay huay qehqaha lagaya.

“Nahi, meray bewaqoof dost, tumhari…”

Itna keh kar achanak wo ruka aur us kee ankhain khushi se chamkeen jesay koi khazana mil gaya ho. Us ne aik kitaab nikaali jo shayad history ki thi. Us mein aik kala kaghaz phansa hua tha.

“Yeh lo,” us ne wo kitab meri taraf barhatay huay kaha. “Meri tou nahi maloom, lekin tumhari qismat zarur badalnay wali hay…”

Main ne us kay hath se kitab lekar us mein phansa kala kaghaz nikala. Wo fold hua tha. Main ne usay khola tou dekha andar aik aur fold tha. Main ne thora heran hokar usay khola he tha kay achanak, Roshni ka aik jhamaka sa hua… aur kala kaghaz chashm e ziddan mein apnay size se 100 gunah barh kar… pooray bistar pe phel gaya!

Main aur Yusuf harbara kar peechay huay. Dono he hakka bakka se kharay usay naqabil e yaqeen andaz se dekh rahay thay. Aur us mein se wohi, sunehri roshni phoot rahi thi jo sister Sarah… ya Akasha, kay jism se nikalti. Humaray dekhtay he dekhtay roshni yakayak, tez honay lagi. Hum ne ankhon pe haath rakh liye. Aur phir sunehri Roshni, aik ajeeb see awaz kay sath ghayab hogayee. Hum ne ankhain kholeen tou dekha kay kaghaz abhi bhi utna he bara tha, lekin ab us kay ooper aik lambi see ibarat likhi hui thi, usi roshni jesay sunehri huroof mein jo waqfay waqfay se chamak rahay thay. Is lambi see ibarat kay huroof kuch alag thay, na ye hindi ya urdu thi… au na he angrezi. Main ne Yusuf kee janib dekha tou uska mu abhi bhi hairat se khula tha. Main ne haath barha kar kaghaz ko aur phir un chamaktay huroof pe haath lagaya. Aik dam se un huroof ki chamak meri ungliyon se meray jism mein transfer hona shuru ho gai. Main ne apnay chamaktay haathon ko dekha, aur phir dobara kaghaz pe tou hairat kay maray meri halki see cheekh nikal gayee. Mujhay wo huroof samajh arahay thay, aur sirf yahi nahi, balkay jesay meray zehn mein koi us ibarat ka mafhoom mujhay bata raha tha.

“Kkkk. Kia likha hay Shani???” Yusuf ki haklati awaz peechay se ayee

“Tumhari ammi kay valimay ka invitation hay, chalo gey?”

Main khil khila kar hansa aur aik baar phir ibarat ko dekhnay laga. Meray chehray pe smile phel gayee. Yeh aik tarhan ka contract tha. Aik ehed nama. Jis mein yahi kuch likha tha kay main apni  marzi se Akasha ki roshni ko qabool kar raha hoon aur ye kay Akasha ki taqatain martay dam tak meray saath rahain gee, agar main uska saath deta rahoon. Lekin aik jaga kuch ajeeb sa likha tha. Jis kay mutabiq mujhay kisi qurbani ka wait karna tha. Qurbani? Kesi qurbani?

Main Yusuf ki taraf mura. Wo ankhain pharay kaghaz ko dekhay jaraha tha.

“Relax karo. Ye Akasha ki taraf se aik muaahida hay. Mujhay qabool karnay ka kaha gaya hay is mein.”

Main ne Yusuf ko bataya.

Aik dam se us kay chehray pe khushi see agayee.

“Shukar hay! Warna main tou kuch aur he samajh raha tha.”

“Aik minute… tum kia samajh rahay thay? Kia tum ne is se pehlay bhi kuch aisa dekha hay?” Main ne uski ankhon mein ghoortay huay kaha.

“Paheliyon mein batain band karo. Mujhay yaqeen hay kay tumhain kafi kuch pata hay. Poori tarah se sach sach batao… Buht ho gaya!”

Meri awaz buland aur lehjay mein karakhtagi thi. Such tou ye tha kay main in aadhi adhuri baton se tang agaya tha. Sister Sarah aur miss Naheed se lekar Yusuf tak sab aisi he aadhi batain kar kar kay mera dimagh paka rahay thay.

Aik lamhay ko Yusuf ghabraya lekin phir us ne mujh se nazrain churatay huay kaha.

“Bata doon ga. Pehlay is muaahiday pe dastakhat kardo.”

“Is kalay kaghaz pe konsa qalam chalega?” Main ne tanz kia

“Qalam nahi, apna haath rakh do is pe. Bus yahi tumhara asal dastakhat hay.” Yusuf ne maani khez andaaz mein kaha.

Main usay ghoora aur phir kaghaz ki taraf murr kar us pe apna haath rakh dia. Mujhay hath pe aik bijli see feel hui jo meray puray wajood mein koond gayee. Meri hatheli se jesay kisi ne koi khanjar sa aar paar kardia tha!

Magar hairat naak baat ye hay kay mujhay dard ka ahsaas zarur ho raha tha, lekin aisa bhi lag raha tha kay goya ye koi mamooli see kharash ho. Koi phaans chubh gayee ho… aur kuch nahi.

Sunehri Roshni current ki tarah meray rooain rooain mein dorti ja rahi thi.

Hatta-kay meray andar se uski shuaain phootnay lagi. Roshni ka aik zordar jhamaka hua aur kaghaz suakr kar phir aik safhay jitna hogaya. Aur phir… us mein jesay sunehri aag see lag gayee. Aisi aag jo sirf us kaghaz ko he jala rahi thi. Bistar ko nahi!

Seconds mein kaghaz jal kar rakh hogaya, au wo raakh aik hawa mein aik lakeer banatay huay khirki kay rastay anan fanan hawa hogayee.

Yusuf agay barha aur us ne jhat se khirki band kee aur parda khench dala.

“Ab tak jitna jaan chukay ho, wo hee ahem cheez hay.” Wo bari serious see awaz mein ye kehta hua meri taraf mura

“Lekin ab tak jo nahi jaantay ho, wo itna khaas ahem nahi… bahar haal tumharay majboor karnay pe bata raha hoon.”

Main bistar pe daraz ho gaya aur apnay makhsoos andaz mein usko agay bolnay ka ishara kia. Yusuf ne mujhay ghor se dekha aur kehna shuru hua:

“Akasha kay sath mukammal tor se jurnay kay liye tumhain us ki jismani qurbat darkaar hay. Jo sunnay mein asaan lagti hay. Kisi bhi raat wo idhar aye aur tum se humbistar hojaye? Haina? Hah! Lekin kaash ye maamlaat itnay asaan hotay.”

Yusuf hansa aur meray paas akar beth gaya.

“Tum samajhtay ho kay tumharay chacha ne tumhain yahan bheja hay? Ghalat samajhtay ho. Unko tou ilm bhi nahi kay tum yahan ho. Wo yahi samajhtay hain kay tum pagal khanay mein ho. Pichlay kayee dino mein unhon ne pagal khanay phone kar kay tumharay baray mein maloom bhi kia tha. Un ko bataya gaya hay kay tum nihayat sanjeeda halat mein ho aur tumhara dimaghi tawazun mazeed bigar gaya hay.” Itna keh kar Yusuf ne meri janib dekha aur muskuraya.

“Kiaaa???” Mujh pe hairat ka aik pahar toota.

Yaani mera chacha mujh se ghaafil na tha!

“Lekin unko yeh kis ne bataya??? Balkay… aik minute… pehlay ye batao kay main pagal khanay se yahan kesay aya????”

Main ne tez awaz mein sawal pe sawal dagha.

“Tumhara doosra sawal ziada mozoo hay,” Yusuf hansa, “Akasha kay madadgaar har waqt aisay umeedwaar talash kartay rehtay hain. Aur kuch saalon se unki ye talash kaafi baray pemanay pe honay lagi hay. Kyunkay pichlay 100 barson mein koi acha umeedwaar nahi mil saka tha. Buht se aye, kuch hadd tak kamiyaab huay, lekin Akasha ki roshni ko bardasht karna har aik kay bus mein nahi. Haar gaye, ya phir un 2 larkon ki tarhan sister Katherine ki khuraak ban gaye…”

“Ruko, ye batao kay sister Katherine kia bala hay?” Main ne usay roktay huay aik aur sawal poocha.

“Sab sawal aaj he pooch dalo gey?” Yusuf hansa.

“Sister Katherine, Akasha ki sadiyon purani muhafiz hay. Uska asal roop kia hay aur kesa hay, main nahi janta. Uska taanka bhi isi chakkar se jura hay. Jo umeedwar kamiyaab nahi hotay, wo uski ghiza ban jatay hain. Wesay tou insaano ko harap karnay mein koi tarjeeh nahi rakhti lekin phir bhi, usay balooghat ko chuutay huay bachay ziada pasand hain, khaas kar wo jo qurbani pe paish kiye jayen… Tumhain shayad us se ghinn aye ya khof, lekin Akasha se jurnay kay baad uski ye sadiyon purani muhafiz, tumhari bhi muhafiz ban jaye gee.”

“Hmmm! Adeel chacha aur uskay pooray khandan ko iski khuraak bana doonga!”

Main uchaltay huay bola

“Tum shayad bhool rahay ho kay tumharay baqi sawalon kay jawab abhi rehtay hain…” Yusuf zer e lab muskuraya

“Oh.. haan… carry on. Batao.” Main thora jheenp kay bola

“Pagal khanay se tumhain yahan lanay mein Akasha kay madadgaron ka haath hay. Unhon ne kisi tarha tumhain wahan khoj lia. Aur tumharay andar unhain wo tamam sharait poori hoti nazar agayeen. Miss Naheed, aur miss Anaya is maamlay mein sab se ziada sargaram theen.”

Yusuf ne ye keh kar mujhay ghoora. Aur mujhay miss Naheed ki batain yaad anay lageen. Unki aadhi batain ab kuch kuch poora matlab bana rahi theen. Yusuf ne mujhay dekhtay huay phir bolna shuru kia.

“Akasha se tumharay milaap kay liye aik qurbani darkaar hogi. Aik larki. Jo balooghat ko choo rahi ho aur umeedwaar ko jaanti ho. Lekin is se barh kar ye, kay uska taaluq, Akasha kay madadgaron mein se he kisi se hona chahiyay.”

Yusuf ruka aur kitabon ki taraf ishara kartay huay bola

“Miss Naheed tumhain sirf ye kitabain denay kay liye nahi bulati. Balkay wo tumko apni beti Nimra se milana chahti thi….”

Mujh pay miss Naheed ki aik aik baat wazeh honay lagi. Yusuf bolta raha…

“Haan Shani, sahi samjhay. Miss Naheed apni beti, Nimra ki qurbani dena chahti hain. Main janta hoon kay tumhara jinsi hejaan, Nimra ko parakh chuka hay.  Is se zahir hay kay uski qurbani qabool kar li gayee hay. Aur tumhain ye ahed nama bheja gaya hay… ”

Yusuf aik lamhay ko ruka aur phir mujhay gehri nazron se dekhtay huay kaha

“Main ne kayee umeedwaron ko ye ahed nama sign kartay dekha hay. Lekin ye is tarha tab he ata hay jab umeedwar aur qurbani kay liye pesh kee janay wali larki kay darmayan jinsi kashish na ho… Aur zahir hay is kay baad kia hota hay… ye tum sister Katherine se pooch saktay ho…”

Yusuf ne bhonda sa mazaq kia.

“Tou ab kia hoga??” Main sochtay huay bola

“Khotay da viaah howay ga!”

Yusuf chehka aur phir thora sambhaltay huay kehnay laga

“Tum Nimra ki qurbani qabool karo gey… Jis kay baad Akasha ki roshni tumhain mukammal tor se apna legi. Uskay tamam madadgaaron ko uski taqat ka hissa mil jayega. Wo phir se jawan ho jayengay, unka zehn mazeed khul jayega jis ki badolat wo apnay duniyavi maqasid pooray karenge. Ye silsila phir rawan ho jayega… Rahi bechari Nimra, tou usko sister Katherine kay pait mein jaga mil jayegi.”

“Kkkiaa???” Main aik dam se uchal para. Ye sahi tha kay main Nimra ko buri nazar se dekhna enjoy karta tha lekin main kabhi uska aisa anjaam nahi chah sakta tha. Wo masoom tou us manhoos bala ko ‘sweet’ samajhti hay! Aur miss Naheed bhi kesi ajeeb hain kay us bechari ko abhi se sister Katherine kay paas bhej deti hain? Meray zehn kay kisi goshay mein mujhay Nimra ka masoom sa wajood, sister Katherine ki holnaak grift mein jakra nazar aya. Mujhay jhurjhuri see agayee.

“Yahi reet hay. Yahi asool hain in khelon kay. Kuch panay kay liye kuch qurbaan karna parta hay... Lekin in purisraar chakkaron mein jahan kuch jata hay, wahan kuch mil bhi jata hay.” Yusuf ne ruktay huay kaha.

“Miss Naheed ki qurbani kay badlay unko tumhain kuch dena hoga. Lekin meray khayal mein us ka waqt abhi nahi aya… Aray, waqt se yaad aya, ab mera bhi nikalnay ka waqt ho chuka hay.”

Yusuf achanak bed se uth khara hua

“Haan, aaj kay liye haqeeqat aur sachai ki itni dose kaafi hay…” Main pheeka sa muskuraya. Meri nazar jatay huay Yusuf pe pari tou mein ne jatay jatay aik aur sawal pooch lia.

“Tum in sab cheezon mein kesay fit bethtay ho?”

Yusuf ruka aur us ne murr kar mujhay dekha. Uskay chehray pe aik dostana muskurahat phel gayee.

“Good. Itnay arsay mein aaj meray baray mein bhi kuch pooch he liya. Very good.” Wo tanziya andaz se hansa aur phir aik sard aah lekar kehnay laga

“Baaqi sab ki tarha, meri qismat bhi tumharay khontay se bandhi hay. Main janay kab se is khofnaak imarat ki rahdaarion mein bhatak raha hoon. Mujhay is qaid se azadi mil jayegi…”

Main ne uski taraf ghor se dekha. Ye sahi tha kay Yusuf yahan mera sab se qareebi… balkay shayad wahid dost tha. Lekin hairat angez tor pe main us kay baray mein ziada nahi jaanta tha. Na main ne kabhi usko kisi aur se baat cheet kartay dekha tha.

“Tum kon ho Yusuf? Kia ho?” Main ne usko ghoortay huay aik aur sawal kiya.

“Main aik parchai hoon, Shani…” Wo muskuratay huay bola.

“Har us umeedwaar ko, jis ki kamyabi kay imkanaat roshan hotay hain, rahnumai faraham ki jati hay. Main tumhari rahnumai kar raha hoon. Is se pehlay main kahan tha? Kia kar raha tha? Mujhay sahi se yaad bhi nahi, bus ye pata hay kay mera aks, is school ki deewaron pe buht arsay se parta raha hay. Mujhay sister Sarah ne bulaya aur main is wajood mein agaya.”

Wo apnay baray mein aisay hairat angez inkishafaat kar raha tha aur main hakka bakka mu kholay sun raha tha. Us ne meri shakal dekh kar hanstay huay kaha

“Main tumharay dimagh mein basta hoon Shani, aur jab tumhain rehnumai ki zarurat hoti hay, tumharay samnay ajata hoon. Meri haqeeqat bus itni he hay. Magar hamara saath, shayad tumhari maut tak na chootay…”

“Tou goya tum sari zindagi meray dimagh mein raho gey?”

Main ne khoye khoye andaz mein kaha.

Us ne hanstay huay kandhay ushkaye aur darwazay kay peechay ghayab hogaya.

Us kay janay kay baad kuch der main yunhi khara in sab cheezon kay baray mein sochta raha. Adeel chacha, phir Nimra, phir Yusuf… is qissay ka har aik kirdar, aik sawal tha.