Maa ka Akelapan or us ki tadap

Baat bahut purani hai par aaj aaplogo ke sath batne ka man kiya
isliye bata raha hu. Humara parivarik kaam dhobi (Wahsherman) ka tha
hum log ek chhote se gaon mein rahte the aur waha gaon mein dhobiyon
ka ek hi ghar hai isiliye hum log ko hi gaon ke sare kapre saaf
karne ko milte the. Mere parivar mein main meri ek bahan aur maa
pitajee hai. Gaon ke mahol mein larkiyon ki kam umar mein shadiya ho
jati hai isiliye jaise hi meri bahan ki umar 19 saal ki hui uski
shadi kar di gai aur wo parosh ke gaon mein chali gai. Pichle ek
saal se ghar mein abb mein aur meri maa aur bapu ke alawa koi nahi
bacha tha meri umar is samay 18saal ki ho gai thi aur mera bhi
solahva saal chalne laga tha. Gaon ke school mein hi padhai likhai
chalu thi. Hamara ek chhota sa khet tha jis par pitajee kaam karte
the aur main aur maa ne kapre saaf karne ka kaam smbhal rakhatha.
Kul mila kar hum bahut sukhi sampan the aur kisi cheez ki dikkat
nahi thi. Mere se pahle kapre saafkarne mein maa ka hath meri bahan
batati thi magar ab main ye kaamkarta tha. Hum dono maa bete har
week mein do baar nadi par jate the aur safai karte the phir ghar
aakar un kapro ki istri kar ke unhe gaon mein wapas lauta kar phir
se purane gande kapre ekthe karlete the. Har budhwar aur shaniwar
ko main subah 9 baje ke samay main aur maa ek chhote se gadhe par
purane kapre lad kar nadi ki or nikal parte. Hum gaon ke paas bahne
wali nadi mein kapre na dho kar gaon se thora dur ja kar sunsan
jagah par kapre dhote the kyonkigaon ke paas wali nadi par saaf
pani bhi nahi milta tha aur disturbance bhi bahut hota tha.
Ab main jara apni maa ke bare mein bata du wo 34-35 saal ke umar ki
ek bahut sundar gori chhiti aurathai. Jayada lambi to nahi parntu
uski lambai 5 foot 3 inch ki hai aur meri 5 foot 7 inch ki hai. Maa
dekhne me bahut sundar hai. Dhobiyon mein waise bhi gora rang aur
sundar hona koi nai baat nahi hai. Maa ke sundar hone ke karan gaon
ke logo ki nazar bhi uske upar rahti hogi aisa main samajhta hu.Aur
sayad isi karan se wo kapre dhone ke liye sun-san jagah par jana
jayada pasand karti thi. Sabse akarshak uske mote mote chutar aur
nariyal ke jaisi stan the. Jo ki aisa lagte the jaise ki blouse ko
faar ke nikal jayenge aur bhale ki tarah se nukile the. Uske chutar
bhi kam sexy nahi the aur jab wochalti thi to aise matkate the ki
dekhne wale ke uske hilte gaand ko dekh kar hil jate the. Par us
waqut mujhe in bato ka kam hi gyan tha phir bhi thora bahut to gaon
ke larko ki sath rahne ke karan pata chal hi gaya tha. Aur jab bhi
main aur maa kapre dhone jate to main bari khushi ke saath kapre
dhone uske satha jata tha.
Jab maa kapre ko nadi ke kinare dhone ke liye baithti thi tab wo
apni sari aur petticoat ko ghutnotak upar utha leti thi aur fir
pichhe ek pathar par baith kar aaram se dono tange faila kar jaisa
ki aurte peshab karne waqut karti hai kapro ko saaf karti thi. Main
bhi apni lungi ko jangh tak utha kar kapre saaf karta rahta tha. Is
stithi mein maa ki gori gori tangemujhe dekhne ko mil jati thi aur
uski sari bhi simat kar uske blouse ke beech mein aa jati thi aur
uske mote mote chuchho ke blouse ke upar se darshan hote rahte the.
Kai baar uski sari jhangho ke upar tak uth jati thi aur aise samay
mein uski gori gori moti moti kele ke tane jaise chikni jangho ko
dekh kar mera lund khara ho jatatha. Mere man mein kai sawal uthne
lagte fir main apna sir jhtak kar kaam karne lagta tha. Main aur maa
kapro ki safai ke saath-saath tarah-tarah ki gaon ghar ki bate bhi
karte jate kai baar hum us sun-san jagah par aisa kuchh dikh jata
tha jisko dekh ke hum dono ek dusre se apna munh chhupane lagte the.
Kapre dhone ke baad hum wahi par nahate the aur fir sath laye hua
khana kha nadi ke kinare sukhaye hue kapre ko ikkatha kar ke ghar
wapas laut jate the. Main to khairlungi pahan kar nadi ke andar
kamar tak pani mein nahata tha, magar maa nadi ke kinare hi baith
kar nahati thi. Nahane ke liye maa sabse pahle apni sari utarti thi
fir apne petticoat ke nare ko kholkar petticoat upar ko sarka kar
apne dant se pakar leti thi is tarike se uski peeth to dikhti thi
magar age se blouse pura dhak jata tha fir wo petticoat ko dant se
pakre hue hi andar haath daal kar apne blouse ko khol kar utarti thi
aur fir petticoat ko chhati ke upar bandh deti thi jis se uske
chhucche puri tarah se petticoat se dhak jate the aur kuchh bhi
nazar nahi aata tha aur ghutno tak pura badan dhak jata tha. Fir wo
wahi par nadi ke kinare baith karek bare se jag se paani bhar bhar
ke pahle apne pure badan ko ragar- ragar kar saaf karti thi aur
sabun lagati thi fir nadi mein utarkar nahati thi.Maa ki dekha
dekhi maine bhi pahle nadi ke kinare baith kar apne badan ko saaf
karma suru kar diya fir main nadimein dubki laga ke nahane laga.
Main jab sabun lagata to main apne hatho ko apne lungi ke ghusa ke
pure lund and gaand par charo taraf ghuma ghuma ke sabun laga ke
safai karta tha kyon main bhi maa ki tarah bahut safai pasand tha.
Jab main aisa kar raha hota to maine kai baar dekha ki maa bare gaur
se mujhe dekhti rahti thi aur apne pair ki aaria pathar par dhire

dhire ragar ke saaf karti hoti. Main sochta tha wo sayad isliye

dekhti hai ki main thik se safai karta hu ya nahi isliye main bhi
bare aaram se khoob dikha dikha ke sabun lagata tha ki kahi dant na
sunne ko mil jaye ki thik se saaf safai ka dhyan nahi rakhta hu
main. Main apne lungi ke bhitar pura haath daal ke apne laure ko
acche tarike se saaf karta tha is kaam mein maine notice kiya kai
baar meri lungi bhi idhar udhar ho jati thi jsse maa ko mere lund ki
ek aadh jahlak bhi dikh jati thi. Jab pahli baar aisa hua to mujhe
laga ki sayad maa dategi magar aisa kuchh nahi hua. Tab nichint ho
gaya aur maje se apna pura dhayan saaf safai par lagane laga.
Maa ki sundarta dekh kar mera bhi man kai baar lalach jata tha aur
main bhi chahta tha ki main use saafai karte hue dekhu par wo jayada
kuchh dekhne nahi deti thi aur ghuto tak ki safai karti thi aur fir
bari sawadhani se apne hatho koapne petticoat ke andar le ja kar
apni chhati ki safai karti jaise hi main uski ore dekhta to wo apna
hath chhati mein se nikal kar apne haatho ki safai mein jut jati
thi. Isiliye main kuch nahi dekh pata tha aur chuki wo ghutno ko
more ke apne chhati se sataye hue hoti thi isilye petticoat ke upar
se chhati ki jhalak milni chahiye wo bhi nahi mil pati thi. Isi
tarah jab wo apne petticoat ke andar haath ghusa kar apne jhangho
aur uske beech ki safai karti thi ye dhayan rakhti ki main use dekh
raha hu ya nahi. Jaise hi main uski ore ghumta wo jhat se apnahaath
nikal leti thi aur apne badan par paani dalne lagti thi. Main man
masos ke rah jata tha. Ek din safai karte karte maa ka dhayan sayad
meri taraf se hat gaya tha aur bare aaram se apne petticoat ko apne
jhangho tak utha ke safai kar rahi thi. Uski gori chikni jhnagho ko
dekh kar mera lund khara hone laga aur main jo ki is waqut apni
lungi ko dhela kar ke apne hatho ko lungi ke andar daal kar apne
lund ki safai kar raha tha dhire dhire apne lund ko msalne laga.
Tabhi achanak maa ki nazar mere upar gai aur usne apna haath nikal
liya aur apne badan par paani dalti hui boli “kya kar raha hai jaldi
se naha ke kaam khatam kar” mere to hosh hi ur gaye aur mainjaldi
se nadi mein jane ke liye uth kar khara ho gaya, par mujhe is baat
ka to dhayan hi nahi raha ki merilungi to khuli hui hai aur meri
lungi sarsarte hue niche gir gai. Mera pura badan nanga ho gaya aur
mera 8.5 inch ka lund jo ki puri tarah se khara tha dhup ki roshni
mein nazar aane laga. Maine dekha ki maa ek pal ke liye chakitho
kar mere pure badan aur nange lund ki ore dekhti rah gai maine jaldi
se apni lungi uthai aur chup chappani mein ghus gaya. Mujhe bara
dar lag raha tha ki ab kya hoga ab to pakki daant paregi paregi aur
maine kankhiyo se maa ki ore dekha to paya ki
wo apne sir ko niche kiya halke halke muskura rahi hai aur apne
pairo par apne haath chala ke safai kar rahi hai. Main ne rahat ki
saansh li. Aur chup chap nahane laga. Us din hum jayadatar chup chap
hi rahe. Ghar wapas lautete waqut bhi maa jayada nahi boli.
Dusre din se maine dekha ki maamere sath kuch jayada hi khul kar
hansi mazak karti rahti thi aur hamre beech double meaning mein bhi
bate hone lagi thi. Pata nahi maa ko pata tha ya nahi par mujhe bara
maza aa raha tha. Maine jab bhi kisi ke ghar se kapre le kar wapas
lautata to maa bolti “kyon radhiya ke kapre bhi laya hai dhone ke
liye kya”. To main bolta, `ha’, ispar wo bolti “thik hai tu dhona
uske kapre bara ganda karti hai. Uski salwar to mujhse dhoi nahi
jati”. Fir puchhti thi “andar ke kapre bhi dhone ke liye diye hai
kya” andar ke kapro se uska matlab panty aur bra ya fir angia se
hota tha, main kahta nahi to is par hasne lagti aur kahti “tu larka
hai na sayad isiliye tujhe nahi diya hoga, dekh agli baar jab main
mangne jaunga to jarur degi” fir agli baar jab wo kapre lane jati to
such much mein wo uski panty aur angia le ke aati thi aur
bolti “dekh main na kahti thi ki wo tujhe nahi degi aur mujhe de
degi, tu larka hai na tere ko dene mein sharmati hongi, fir tu to ab
jawan bhi ho gaya hai” main anjan bana puchhta kya dene mein
sharmati hai radhiya to mujhe uski panty aur bra ya angia faila kar
dikhati aur muskurate hue bolti”le khud hi dekh le” is par main
sharma jata aur kankhiyon se dekh kar munh ghuma leta to wo
bolti “arre sharmata kyon hai, ye bhi tere ko hi dhona parega” kah
ke hasne lagti. Halaki actually aisakuchh nahi hota aur jayadatar
mardo ke kapre main aur aurto ke maa hi dhoya karti thi kyonki usmein jayada mehnat lagti thi, par pata nahi kyon maa ab kuch dinose
is tarah ki bato mein jayada interest lene lagi thi.Main bhi chup
chap uski bate sunta rahta aur maje se jawab deta rahta tha.
Jab hum nadi par kapre dhone jate tab bhi main dekhta tha ki maa ab
pahle se thori jayada khule taur par pesh aati thi. Pahle wo meri
taraf peeth karke apne blouse kokholti thi aur petticoat ko apni
chhati par bandhne ke baad hi meri taraf ghumti thi, par ab wo is
par dhayan nahi deti aur meri taraf ghum kar apne blouse ko kholti
aur mere hi samne baith kar mere sath hi nahane lagti, jab ki pahle
wo mere nahane tak intezar kartithi aur jab main thora dur ja ke
baith jata tab pura nahati thi. Mere nahate waqut uska mujhe ghurna
badastoor jari tha aur mere meinbhi himmat aa gai thi aur main bhi
jab wo apne chhatiyon ki safai kar rahi hoti to use ghur kar dekhta
rahta. Maa bhi maze se apne petticoat ko jhangho tak utha karek
pathar par baith jati aur sabun lagati aur aise acting karti jaise
mujhe dekh hi nahi rahi hai. Uskedono ghutne mure hue hote the aur
ek pair thora pahle aage pasarti aur us par pura jangho tak sabun
lagati thi fir pahle pair ko more kar dusre pair ko faila kar sabun
lagati. Pura andar tak sabun lagane ke liye wo apne ghutne more
rakhti aur apne baye hath se apne petticoat ko thora utha ke ya alag
kar ke dahine hath ko andar daalke sabun lagati. Main chuki thori
dur par uske bagal mein baitha hota isiliye mujhe petticoat ke
anadar ka nzara to nahi milta tha,jiske karan se main man masos ke
rah jata tha ki kaash main samnehota, par itne mein hi mujhe gazab
ka maza aa jata tha. Aur uski nangi chikni chikni janghe upar tak
dikh jati thi. Maa apne hath se sabun lagane ke baad bare mug ko
utha ke uska pani sidhe apne petticoat ke andar dal deti aur dusre
hath se sath hi sath ragarti bhi rahti thi. Ye itna jabardast scene
hota tha ki mera to lund khara ho ke fufkarne lagta aur main wahi
nahate nahte apne lund ko masalne lagta. Jab mere se bardast nahi
hota to main sida nadi mein kamar tak pani mein utar jata aurpani
ke andar hath se apne lund ko pakar kar khara ho jata aur maa ki
taraf ghum jata. Jab wo mujhe pani mein is tarah se uski taraf ghum
kar nahate dekhti to wo muskurake meri taraf dekhti hui bolti ”
jayada dur mat jana kinare par hinaha le age pani bahut gahra hai”,
main kucch nahi bolta aur apne hatho se apne lund ko masalte hue
nahane ki acting karta rahta. Idhar maa meri taraf dekhti hui apne
hatho ko upar utha utha ke apnekankh ki safai karti kabhi apne
hatho ko apne petticoat mein ghusa ke chhati ko saaf karti kabhi
jhangho ke beech hath ghusa ke khoob terji se hath chalne lagti, dur
se koi dekhe to aisa lagega ke muth maar rahi hai aur sayad marti
bhi hogi. Kabhi kabhi wo bhi khare ho nadi mein utar jati aur aise
mein uska petticoat jo ki uske badan chipka hua hota tha gila hone
ke karan meri halat aur jayada kharab kar deta tha. Petticoat
chipakne ke karan uski bari bari chuchiya numaya ho jati thi. Kapre
ke upar se uske bare bare mote mote nipple tak dikhne lagte the.
Petticoat uske chutaro se chipak kar uske gand ke darar mein fasa
hua hota tha aur uske bare bare chutar saaf saaf dikhai dete rahte
the. Wo bhi kamar tak pani mein mere thik samne aa ke khari ho ke
dubki lagane lagti aur mujhe apne chuchiyon ka nazara karwati jati.
Main to wahi nadi mein hi lund masal ke muth mar leta tha. Halaki
muth marna meri aadat nahi thi ghar par main ye kaam kabhi nahi
karta tha par jab se maa ke swabhav mein change aaya tha nadi par
meri halat aise ho jati thi ki main mazboor ho jata tha.
Ab to ghar par main jab bhi istri karne baithta to mujhe bolti
jati “dekh dhyan se istri kariyo pichhli baar shayama bol rahi thi
ki uske blouse thik se istri nahi the” main bhi bol parta “thik hai
kar dunga, itna chhota sa blouse to pahanti hai, dhang se istri bhi
nahi ho pati, pata nahi kaise kaam chalati hai itne chhote se blouse
mein” to maa bolti “are uski chhatiya jayada bari thore hi hai jo wo
bara blouse pahnegi, haa uski saas ke blouse bahut bare bare hai
budhiya ki chhati pahar jaisi hai” kah kar maa hasne lagti. Fir mere
se bolti”tu sabke blouse ki lambaichaurai dekhta rahta hai kya ya
fir istri karta hai”. Main kya bolta chup chap sir jhuka kar istri
karte hue dhire se bolta “arre dekhta kaun hai, nazar chali jati
hai, bus”. Istri karte karte mera pura badan pasine se naha jata
tha. Main kewal lungi pahne istri kar raha hota tha. Maa mujhe
pasine se nahaye hue dekh kar bolti “chhor ab tu kuchh aaram kar le
tab tak main istri karti hu,” maa ye kaam karne lagti. Thori hi der
mein uske mathe se bhi pasina chune lagta aur wo apni sari kholkar
ek ore fek deti aur bolti “bari garmi hai re, pata nahi tu kaise kar
leta hai itne kapro ki istri mere seto ye garmi bardast nahi hoti”
is par main wahi paas baitha uske nange pet, gahri nabhi aur mote
chucho ko dekhta hua bolta,
“thanda kar du tujhe”
“kaise karega thanda”

“dande wale pankhe se main tujhe pankha jhal deta hu”, fan chalane par to istri hi thandi par jayegi”
“rahne de tere dande wale pankhe se bhi kuchh nahi hone jane ka,
chhota sa to panka hai tera”
kah kar apne haath upar utha kar mathe par chhalak aaye pasine ko
pochhti to main dekhta ki uski kankh pasine se puri bheeg gai hai
aur uske garden se bahta hua pasina uske blouse ke andar uske dono
chuchiyon ke beech ki ghati me ja kar uske blouse ko bhega raha
hota.,,,,,,,,,,, to
Ghar ke andar waise bhi wo bra to kabhi pahnti nahi thi is karan se
uske patle blouse ko pasina puri tarah se bheega deta tha aur, uski
chuchiya uske blouse ke upar se nazar aati thi. Kai baar jab wo
halke ranga ka blouse pahni hoti to uske mote mote bhure rang ke
nipple nazar aane lagte. Ye dekh kar mera lund khara hone lagta tha.
Kabhi kabhi wo istri ko ek taraf rak ke apne petticoat ko utha ke
pasina pochhne ke liye apne sir tak le jati aur main aise hi mauke
ke intezar mein baitha rahta tha, kyonki is waqut uski ankhe to
petticoat se dhak jati thi par petticoat upar uthne ke karan uska
tange pura jagh tak nangi ho jati thi aur main bina apni nzro ko
churaye uske gori chhiti makhmali jahngho ko to jee bharke dekhta
tha. Maa apne chehre ka pasina apni ankhe band kar ke pure aaram se
pochhti thi aur mujhe uske mote kandli ke khabhe jaise jagho ko pura
nazara dikhati thi. Gaon mein aurte sadharantaya panty nah pahanti
hai aur kai baar aisa hua ki mujhe uske jhato ki halki si jhalak
dekhne ko mil jati. Jab wo pasinapochh ke apna petticoat niche
karti tab tak mera kaam ho chuka hota aur mere se bardast karna
sambhav nahi ho pata main jaldi se ghar ke pichhware ki taraf bhag
jata apne lund ke karepan ko thora thanda karne ke liye. Jab mera
lund down ho jata tab main wapas aa jata. Maa puchhti kaha gaya tha
to main bolta “thori thandi hawa khane bari garmi lag rahi thi”
” thik kiya badan ko hawa lagate rahne chahiye, phir tu to abhi bara
ho raha hai tujhe aur jayada garmi lagti hogi”
” ha tujhe bhi to garmi lag rahi hogi maa ja tu bhi bahar ghum kar
aa ja thori garmi shant ho jayegi”aur uske hath se istri le leta.
Par wo bahar nahi jati aur wahi par ek taraf modhe ( wooden plank)
par baith jati apne pairo ghutne ke paas se mor kar aur apne
petticoat ko ghutno tak utha ke beech mein samet leti. Maa jab bhi
is tarike se baithti thi to mera istri karna muskil ho jata tha.
Uske is tarah baithne se uski ghutno se upar tak ki jhange aur
dikhne lagti thi.
“Arre nahi re rahne de meri to aadat par gai hai garmi bardast karne
ki”
“Kyon bardasht karti hai garmi dimag par chad jayegi ja bahar ghum
ke aa ja thik ho jayega”
“jane de tu apna kaam kar ye garmi aise nahi shant hone wali, tera
bapu agar samajhdar hota to garmi lagti hi nahi, par use kya wo to
karhi desi pee ke soya para hoga” sham hone ko aai magar abhi tak
nahi aaya”
“aare, to isme bapu ki kya galti hai mausam hi garmi ka hai garmi to
lagegi hi”
“ab main tujhe kaise samjhau ki uski kya galti hai, kaash tu thora
samajhdar hota” kah kar maa uthkar khana banana chal deti main bhi
soch mein para hua rah jata ki akhir maa chahti kya hai.
Raat mein jab khana khane ka time aata to main naha dho kar kitchen
mein aa jata, khana khane ke liye.Maa bhi wahi baitha ke mujhe
garam garam rotia sek deti jati aur hum khate rahte. Is samay bhi wo
petticoat aur blouse mein hi hoti thi kyon ki kitchen mein garmi
hoti thi aur usne ek chhota sa pallu apne kandho par daal rakha
hota. Usi se apne mathe ka pasina pochhti rahti aur khana khilati
jati thi mujhe. Hum dono sath mein bate bhi kar rahe hote.
Maine mazak karte hue bolta ” sach mein maa tum to garam istri
(woman) ho”. Wo pahle to kuchh samjh nahi pati fir jab uski samajh
mein aata ki main iron istri na kah ke use istri kah raha hu to wo
hasne lagti aur kahti
“Ha main garam istri hu”, aur apna chehra age karke bolti”dekh
kitna pasina aa raha hai, meri garmi dur kar de”
” main tujhe ek baat bolu tu garam cheeze mat khaya kar, thandi
cheese khaya kar”
“accha, kaun se thandi cheez main khau ki meri garmi dur ho jayegi”
“kele aur baigan ki sabjiya khaya kar”
is par maa ka chehra laal ho jata tha aur wo sir jhuka leti aur
dhire se bolti ” arre kele aur baigan ki sabji to mujhe bhi acchi
lagti hai par koi lane wala bhi to ho, tera bapu to ye sabjiya lane
se raha, na to use kela pasand hai na hi use baigan”\
“tu fikar mat kar main la dunga tere liye”
“hi, bara accha beta hai, maa ka kitna dhyan rakta hai”
main khana khatam karte hue bolta, “chal ab khana to ho gaya khatam,
tu bhi ja ke naha le aur khana kha le”, “arre nahi abhi to tera bapu
desi chadha ke aata hoga, usko khila dungi tab khungi, tab tak naha
leti hu” tu jaa aur ja ke so ja, kal nadi par bhi jana hai”. Mujhe
bhi dhyan aa gaya ki haa kal to nadi par bhi jana hai main chhat par
chala gaya. Garmiyon mein hum teeno log chhat par hi soya karte the.
Thandi thandi hawa bah rahi thi, main bistre par let gaya aur apne
hatho se lund masalte hue maa ke khoobsurat badan ke khyalo mein
khoya hua sapne dekhne laga aur kal kaise usko badan ko jayada se.